Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in chrismeister's LiveJournal:

Saturday, July 10th, 2004
7:58 pm	Reminder! Just to let you know... There happens to only be 5 days before my birthday! Personal propaganda. I love it. No, Im not a nazi, very funny guys... Current Mood: Quixotic - Yeah, look it up! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
7:57 pm	Summer Update! It has been awhile since I last updated my journal. The masses have spoken (well...Kela...) and back by popular demand is a brand spanking new entry. My days have been occupied by work. My mind full of worries, thoughts, and words unspoken. The trabajo has kept me very busy as some of you may have noticed. It is hard manual labor but it is fun and the owners treat us slaves very well. The pay is good, and it appears as though I have moved my way up in the block yard hierarchy. I recently received my very own radio, started loading semi-trucks by myself, and have someone working below me, ready to follow my every command. What more could I possibly ask for? As for my cabeza, it is a place where no person has gone before, or wishes to go. I have decided to leave Cal Poly for a year and attend Cuesta College. For those of you who know my Dad, there should be no doubt in your minds that this decision did not go over well with the head parental unit. Growing up, a son tries his hardest to meet the expectations of his Dad. Falling short of that goal is one of the most painful experiences I have yet to live through. It is hard to follow in the proverbial footsteps of a Berkeley graduate and successful corporate executive. But, I am a stubborn ass and do not intend to give up on school. I plan to return to CPSU and wreak havoc on the halls of learning. Coming in a close second to school, one person has occupied most of the remaining thoughts that roam the trenches of my cerebral muscle. One of the hardest things for me to do is to express my feelings, due mostly to a fear of rejection. Does she feel the same way? If she doesn't, our friendship will never be the same. Every conversation will be awkward. I don't want that. But, sometimes I wish that for once in my life I could get past my insecurity and tell her how I feel. We shall see... On a lighter note: Yesterday I bent over to pick something up and got my jeans caught on a nail sticking out of a piece of wood. When I stood back up it ripped the crotch out of my pants. Leaving me with nothing to do but walk around work with my white ass hanging out for an hour until I found some duct-tape and made some repairs. And in case you were worried, there were no casualties, my balls just barely stayed out of view of the public. Random, I know. I hope that everyone is doing good, and is having lots of fun on their summer breaks... - Ali: Wow, what will fate have in store next? Never would have thought... but yeah, come visit sometime damnit! What do you SDSU people think I am? Some sort of magic traveling friend that all of a sudden shows up when you want him to? hahaha... - Amy: Badunk! Maybe you'll come and visit sometime when you aren't throwing huge parties at your house haha... Have fun with the surprise. - Andrew: We are going to miss you squatch. Come down and party some time so we can have a lipo-in-the-towno. - Brian: Hows Davis? You best leave my toothbrush alone next time I see you, my bristles and toilet bowls don't get along... - Chelsea and Christina: I know you girls don't read this, but hey, keep it real or something, right on! yeah!... - Dad: I'll be ok. Thank you for the support and criticism, it has helped to make me what I am, for better or for worse. I wish there was a way to talk about things out on the water, and not on the phone... - Glynnis: The full force of the wrath of Dad is now upon you, im not there to give him any more grey hairs as they say. Don't be too hard on him. You're almost out of HS, you make me feel old. - Heidi: Frijolera! Your random ass visits and late night wanderings are the best. You got rid of the brick, dont trash the beanermobile! Remember, you sleep on the couch next time and you wont wake up... :p - Jen: Your phonecalls and messages keep me swimming through the boredom and troubles of everyday life. Last weekend couldnt have been better. "Just Keep Swimming!"... And remember that I kid because I love... - Jerm: Yo stenner brother. How's about we start thinking about the movie making plan? hahaha - John: You and Molly were lots of fun. The glasses kick ass, and watch out for Hussongs... - Kelly: I hope you liked the Hamster car. Good luck in girl scouts, and have lots of fun at camp! - Kyle: Damn redneck, Get Er Done! - Logan: Beaner Brother... Viva la Mishion!! Need I say more? - Mateo Pequeño El Grande: Looking forward to the return of the king of mischief. Long live the Red Dragon and the P.O.S.O.R Posse!! Pronounced "poser" for you new car driving non-members of the Piece-Of-Shit-Off-Road Posse. - Mel, Katie, and the suite F peeps: Worms are bad when cooked haha. Dont pick up tires from in front of the CHP station! And dont kill any more fish... please... - Mikela: You psycho goof, get you, ali and the bro's up here sometime. You and John beneath the same roof... try to control the urges, haha jk. I know you can take the abuse, you've got a good sense of humor... FOR ME TO POOP ON! - Mom: "Mama, mama many worlds I've come since I first left home..." - "Mama tried to raise me better but her pleadin I denied, that leaves no one but me to blame cause mama tried..." - Mo-Mo: Sorry about the camera :s Show them chicaaagans how its done. Long live the queen of the chug. - Oscar: ... *silence* ... Haha just kidding... Shut Up!... Sorry, no but seriously SHUT UP! You're making my ears bleed! haha Hopefully we will see you AND hear you next year Hombre Elefante... - Peter N: Thanks for the tour of UCSB. I've got to get up there and visit the "heterosexual life mates". Keep the comics coming, and "AAAAAKS ME IF I CUUUR"... - Rod: Life is SHORT, play hard! haha. How's work? mep... - Troy: We miss you and you're gun toting rat-tailed columbine boy trench coat wearing cheerfulness. Why wouldn't we? You've got a KILLER personality. I kid, I kid... - Wilson: If we all could work as hard as you we'd be able to party as hard as you, that's all I have to say to El Señor Cuatro... My sincerest apologies for those that didn't make it into the list, I know your life is ruined because of it. Maybe the members of the list will be kind enough to share some of the wealth gained from being part of my Journal... Current Mood: mischievous (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 27th, 2004
2:29 am	Blah Confused. What should I do? Good time with guera. Fun movie. Still confused Worked out. Feeling lazy. Did homework. Late. Tired. Class at 8 am. Bed. G' Night... Current Mood: confused (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
3:42 am	Tonight... Had a good night with the palomilla. It was Jeremy's b-day so we attempted to get him wasted, and even though it didnt work I think it was still a good little birthday gathering. This will be THE worst journal entry ever. Im not feeling creative, and I dont have the mental capacity to make it worth reading. People are beginning to hate stenner. Roomates and suitemates are getting on eachothers nerves. A friend started to pack up her things tonight, and it is kind of sad. Change is never good. Change almost always occurs for the bad. But this might be a change for the good. Getting out of Stenner just may revitalize some old friendships, and keep things going smoothly. All I know is I will be going to hooters in so-cal this summer... some of you know why. I ranted tonight to the guera. Not proud of myself as I told her. But sometimes you just need to get things off of your mind. Her car is so beanericious its awesome, and maybe she thought I was making fun of it, but I wasnt, I was admiring it. Well I dont know what Im saying anymore so I think Ill go to bed... Nacha!!!!! hahhahahaha I love you Guera, who else would call Glynnis that, or call kelly a "yam"?! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 19th, 2004
2:03 am	News Flash Shortly after writing the most recent journal update, the author was the victim of a run-by pinching, inflicted by a blonde-bombshell known to frequent the dark halls of building 9. Any information leading to the capture of this "evil-doer" would be greatly appreciated... (Comment on this)
12:54 am	Reverse Update! This past weekend was the Mishion! Ill do a write up about it so all of you (all 3 people that read this...) can get all of the inside info. Today seemed like it would be a waste of my precious life. Went to class, came back and studied, albeit grudgingly, before going to eat lunch and then resting my head on my pillow to doze off. Suddenly I was awoken by the Tropical tune of my cell phone. It was Jen, waking my ass up to go play tennis (I denied having been woken up, but needed to swallow my pride in this here journal). So we headed off in search of green rectangles in which to play with our fuzzy balls. Although we never made it to the courts, it was nice to spend some time with my buddy. Something we haven't done for a long time. Upon my return to the Casa Stenner, I studied some more, and then much to my surprise, who other than Guera decided to surface from the abyss of accounting to whisk me away to the Cal Poly Gym. Slightly unmotivated, but in high spirits, we tackled the medicine balls with great enthusiasm. It was fun, and I really enjoy spending time with her frijolera ass. Sometimes a lousy day can be transformed into a complete success by a few small actions or a couple good people. Today was one of those days, but sleepiness is once again making it hard for me to stay awake, so I must be going... Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
Friday, May 14th, 2004
12:21 am	Good Day Today was enlightening. This morning I had a math midterm at 8 am. While this is really early, I like waking up early so as that I dont feel lazy. As for the midterm, there is a possibility that I aced it. Off to a good start... I have been needing a fishing trip really badly. After Andrew got out at 3pm we headed to Lopez Lake. After journeying through the thick brush and thorns (where Andrew got stuck like every 10 feet) we made it to our fishing spot. About an hour passed before I caught anything, and then it turned on. In total I caught 5 really nice bass, 1 crappie and 1 sun fish. Andrew caught nothing. This inspired him to whine about hating fishing, to which I replied "You need to practice". I have probably been "skunked" more times than anybody reading this has ever been fishing in their lives. Its not about catching fish, its all about enjoying the moment. I caught fish tonight while hawks and eagles soared overhead, deer grazed about 10 yards away, and Sasquatch rummaged through the bushes doing whatever he was doing. Overall a good time. I am now sitting here mildly drunk, thinking about a few certain people. One of them is a friend from Mexico that wants to come to the warped tour in Ventura this year. He failed a physics exam and is not sure if he will be able to come anymore, which sucks. Another is the guerita from Cal Poly. I found out today that I am on her friends list on live journal, which is an honor. Guera is also a little depressed and pissed off, which is too bad, because she is a good person, and deserves to feel happier than she does. The third is my Buddy, who just returned from Salt Lake City, home of illegal oral sex. Hopefully she had a wonderful trip, and was able to relax and forget about some recent happenings in her life. Well I have a long weekend ahead of me, and class tomorrow, so I need to be getting to bed. A good weekend to whoever reads this, and best wishes to those mentioned here... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 27th, 2004
1:18 am	Behavior A cloud of minor depression and general unhappiness has been hanging over me lately. This is due to school, and dorm life. This quarter is going a lot better, but as we come into the fifth week, I wonder whether I will have the stamina and self-discipline to keep up with the demands of Cal-Poly and the quarter system. Dorms are a fun place. There is always something going on to distract you from what you should be accomplishing. Dorms are not unlike a hospital, in that they address studying about as well as hospitals can address getting healthy, too many sick people. The food tastes fine, but is extremely unhealthy. Being slightly (slightly being 40 lbs +) more obese than before doesnt make one feel any better. This combination, of which I have left out many variables, has had a negative effect on me as a person. I have been a dick to many, some of whom I dont even know. Not many would consider me to be anti-social, but lately I have spent a lot of time in my recently roommateless cube that I refer to as a home. I need to go outside and soak up some of the suns vibrant rays. A hefty dose of vitamin-D would do me good... I am planning a trip to Magic Mountain this weekend if someone happens to read this and be interested. Glynnis will be in LA to take the ever-dreaded SAT's, and it would be nice to see her. Until then I will be here, thinking, and studying for my next Macro-Economics mid-term. I need to go fishing... (Comment on this)